Monday, April 26, 2010
When you walk away i will not tap ur shoulder or call out to you. When you walk away you will cease exist in my mind. The past year will be a void. I do not want to have anything to do with you when u walk away.
{ 9:44 PM }
Thursday, April 22, 2010
The patterns they control my mind. Those patterns take away my time. Hello, goodbye :'(
{ 8:17 AM }
Today was a pretty day
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
wake up you're getting high on your own supply
oh baby you're still alive when you could've died
the world is not round because of you
you know i'm not around because of you
you've got a mouthful of diamonds
and a pocketful of secrets
i know you're never telling anyone
because the patterns they control your mind
those patterns take away my time
hello, goodbyeWhen i lose control i'd like to hide in the corner of my room or just curl up on the floor. i weep because you refuse to help me. you're never here but i see u standing over me. Sucks so much at first but then it gets better. I feel oddly comfortable. All alone and feeling shitty like that.
{ 5:39 AM }
I should have known
Monday, April 19, 2010
i was looking forward to having u here.
{ 6:03 AM }
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Can u guys please STOP asking me about my future. I dont plan ahead. The End. Stop asking me what i want to do or PLAN to do OR what im doing now to PREPARE. fuck. plan plan plan for WHAT when i alr have an END PLAN in the near future. fucking redundant. And this whole adult thing is depressing enough. STOP BRINGING IT UP BECAUSE IT UPSETS ME DEARLY. god dont u fucking understand.
{ 9:43 AM }
Stop making me miserable
Sunday, April 11, 2010
omfg i'm damn pissed. Was racing against time to upload pictures from my camera coz i saw the batt light blinking and halfway through my cam died. fuCK.
am also fucking pissed off because my nose has been leaking off and on.
I cant wait to get my exams over and done with and start werkkkin. moneh moneh moneh i need moneh
Whatever happened to the love that we once knew, we both chased? I used to be so giving and tolerant ( yes. believe it or not). Now everytime we fight/bicker i want to just up and leave and have nothing to do with you. I know i can survive without you
when i left this morning i didnt forget the wristlet. i left it behind on purpose.
god idk wtf is wrong with me. Its not that i dont love him anymore. i still do.
{ 9:26 AM }
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
I am so bloody outraged by the wikileak video. BLOODY OUTRAGED. Don't they know the implications of posting such a thing. As if anti-Americanism is not at its zenith. There's alr enough hatred between both camps. Fucking hell. edit the video somemore. so not objective. what an irony. argh.
{ 11:00 AM }
Monday, April 05, 2010
Whats with kids today and folk,classic rock and oldies. I almost feel uncool being so unfamilarized with them. SORRY. im too
softcore. judge me judge me! put a label on me!
{ 9:35 PM }
Friday, April 02, 2010
you are no longer good for me. fullstop.
{ 5:26 AM }
I feel this nervous pit in my stomach. I feel tt something might go terribly wrong. sigh.
{ 4:54 AM }
until we bleed
I'm naked I'm numb I'm stupid I'm staying And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin. Lights black Heads bang You're my drug We live it. You're drunk, you need it. Real love, I'll give it. So we're bound to linger on. We drink the fatal drop then love until we bleed. Then fall apart in parts. You wasted your times on my heart. You've burned and if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too. Doors slam lights black;You're gone. Come back stay gone stay clean. I need you to need me.
{ 2:44 AM }