Thursday, September 30, 2004
tuesday (forgot wht date) : went out with lien, sheila, and the guys to catch one missed call hahaX.. so fun ehS!!!! Personally, i dont think the movie's as scary as Ju-on2 but dunno why, i kept screaming. first time eHZ! mebbe its fun. to scream i mean. i got so exited and apprehensive. lols. baHS! i think..the scariest part is where yumi's in that hse and this figure crawls out of the cupboard. so slow and subtle and scary. brrr. on the other hand, its funni too. hahahaha. bahs. okok. i'll shhh.. that night, ppl were like giving missed calls to each other and leaving voice msgs. lols. so fun.

oh. played with his drumsticks on weds. so farnie. i didnt know they were so long. are they supposed to be this long? they look long. :s

thurs (todae) : hey. tmr's children's dae. i din noe. -shrugs- hormones went a lil off. suddenly got so depressed and down after recess.mebbe sheila's mood diffused to me? hurhur! wuss kinda snappy.=x.

i'm so excited. exams are comin. and with exams, comes the end of exams, and with that comes LOADS OF FUN! wooooooooo..sentosa...shopping.... here i come!!!!!

{ 2:55 AM }

Sunday, September 26, 2004
::currently having a B.F(bitch fit)

lam's such an ass man, stupid bitch i din even do nuttin and there she hitting me. yeah. WHAT A GREAT TEACHER RYTE? ppfffttt . *spits* nth went right todae. got cot by VP. hiaks hiaks. stupid bitch. why ppl fold their socks? cus its ugly dumbass. of cos they dont admit it. taking to consideration of ur post in sku, -.-lll. hate this sku. hate this country, dang. mark's getting to me. i miss him.

on a brighter note, i'm done with his pressie.wahahaha! now i cant wait for his bdae, i used to dread it . for the fear of not being able to finish in time. lols.

i feel like doin sth spontaneous, something stupid. something crazy. i envy those whu can. i wan more piercings. >.<

{ 10:39 PM }

Wednesday, September 22, 2004
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i'm so touched. so so so touched. becos i missed sku todae, my friendS msged me tat dere's a bio mock tmr. ahaha. just so touched. awww...not one..not two..but THREE! muaks muaks muaks muakZ!!!!

anyhoo. home was rather boring. haha..sat in front of the television all morning watching BBC. yea.. it Rawks. dont know why... i find it more interesting thn CNA. they were talking bout UN and all..hmms..must watch.. tsk tsk.. for good for s.s. u noe.. wahahaha. =)

i just browsed thru the people in muh 3e6 contact list. hmms. found out like 90% of them were about love. love sick. love lost, depressed, negatvie everything. i wonder. whts the ratio of happy people ( as in 100% happy. all dae all night) to sad, down, depressed, dejected people. hoho. 1:10. lols. perhaps. but we'll never noe.. hope the student welfare department do some kind of survey like tat and for once, tell us the statistics. i'm curious to noe. are all students downright depressed? or at least have been there? is everyone like tat? seems so..on the other hand, i do noe happy people. but onli a few. very less. hahas.

oprah has funni hair. its thick and curves outwards. but still, she looks nice wearing it that way. i wonder why. i mean , it looks like the bloody inverted "W" ~! funni. perhaps history has taken over my mind or summit but whenever i look at video clips .. u noe those u see on the news where acvtivists, presidents and all shake hands and laugh and smile for the dozens of photographers? the word " P R O P A G A N D A " comes into mind. lmao. kinda sick aint it. but yea. .

i mean, one min, the reporter was like um...reporting how anan disagrees with bush and all tat crap and the next, they show this clip of both of them looking so jovial , as if they enjoy each others company. haha. i wonder wht they were thinking. " die bastard die. lousy, no use son of a bitch. " thn again. we will never noe.

".... if u died now
know that i die too"

{ 5:33 AM }

Thursday, September 16, 2004
i just read an excerpt of Paris's new book..not bad u noe...quite interesting. she's different.. an heiress whu dare's to be different. i respect that. is being open about your sex drive a bad thing? something to discriminate? i dont think so. bet she loves being called a slut. hurhur. wanna get tat book.

Don’t wear a dress that’s in all the magazines. That’s for girls with no imagination who just buy what magazines tell them to buy. Look for the cool, unusual dress that no one else has the nerve to wear. Dare to be different. Dare to wear colors and prints. All the boring New York socialite girls wear black. Do you ever see a girl in a magazine wearing black? I don’t think so.

i felt lethargic t0dae..must be the lack of sleep i've been getting. hmms..finding it hard to adjust to sku time u noe? hur hur. anyway, i felt down, sleepy and depressed [like i always do] so i decided to take a short nap. a few moments later, i felt my table vibrate. i looked at my fone in excitement. den.. BAH! it was that bugger behind me, asking me to pay attention. BAH!!! -.-lll. lols. damn farnie. at least it lighten up my mood. =) exchanged a few msgs after that. so lame ryte? hahaha..hu caREs. fun. and wasteful. lols. well, thats the onli highlight of the day i guess....the others will spiral my mood down the never ending dark chasm.

mmmmm..i love yoghurt.

row row row ur boat. gently down the stream. merily merily merily merily. Fez is nice and clean. hoho!!!

{ 5:00 AM }

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
rain rain go away..wet my shirt another dae.
hey hey. *jumps arnd* i played in the rain..whiieee..i was reluctant at first but i figured i shud losen up..whts ther to lose? i dont mind if i fall sick..just buy me time at home..can get more work done anyway. besides, my mood was spoilt by some fuckers. so. ..yea. it was fun and cold at the same time. but fun nonetheless.

i think i'll think twice bout bring cleo to sku again. the guys haf the sex thing goin on, the moment u flip to the sex page, they go crazy. haha. males. tsk tsk. cleo's so sexist..wait..all girl mags are..haha..quite funni..there's this article bout body language between both sexes. quite hilarious.

i cant wait for the exam to come to past. i cant wait to relax and chill and relax.

oh. it rained heavily just now. yeah duh. obsiously. anyhooo..how i wish i was back at home under the comforts of my blankie ..sipping a cup of hot milo. ahhhh..the weather was so melacholic. so nice and dull and glooomy. weird combi ryte. haha.

{ 5:28 AM }

Monday, September 06, 2004
sheesh..my legs are aching from extensive shopping. ah ah ah. to my display..i din spurge as much as i thot i wud ..dang. but hey, at least i bot stuff..esp tat red hot thong. wooohooo. felt kinda embarassed as the i paid the guy. *blush* dum de dum. we shopped ooohhh we shopped. den bot the most stuff but still spend less thn me? o.O gud on her. i wanted to get tat bag. but its gud tat she bot it..onli hafta get it from her next time.

mel was exeptionally quiet t0dae..dunno why also. summit's bothering her i think. dunnno wht. nth happi to update..feel like kinda pissed actually. fucking hell.. hu the fuck stole my CHi TYS. i mean. c'mon man. finally, i feel like doin muh hw and i lost it?!!?!??!?! i feel so suffocated..so squeezed. haix.

{ 6:11 AM }

Wednesday, September 01, 2004
aarrggghhhh.... i'm begining to hate friday . i envy mark, i envy th0se u're able to take things lightly n go with the flow..i envy those whu dont succumb to stress. i used to be like tat..until..until...until i wanted to be as close to perfection as possible. i want that A. but at the expense of w0t? i dont know...will i be able to make it? i dont know..i dont care..i want it and thats that. aint nth comin in muh way...i hope. t'dae was fun. fun funfun! dang. i'm typing in the happy blog and yet. my m0od has just taken a nose dive. ahh heck.
i had this urge to go swimming in the afternoon..but cund't find no one to go wit me. imy mother wuss had home so i cudn't sneak out. i hate being to confined. i hate my inferior complex. i hate my lack to confidence and self esteem..i hate my lack of will.. GRR. most of all..i hate the urge in me to do my best!!!!!!! ironic. isnt it. but...its becos of that , that cause me so many break downs ..its becos of that immense crave that led me to my depression. i hate u cheryl!!!!! baH.

and fuckew Jd!!! i want them pics!!! N0W!!
on a brighter note, i love my darling and my darling loves me. yay. :) tmr's marks our 14th month together . yippee.

{ 5:54 AM }

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