hello *munch munch* i'm kinda *munch munch* busy.. but *munch munch* i'm here to update. quarrelled with my mother last night and i think,i'm having a sore throat becos of that. =s or is the overr crying to blame??? =s dont know. but yea. she said a bunch of hurtful things to me. i mean...u can sae i'm useless, i'm stupid, i have no shame, critisize me and belittle me as much as u want but NEVER bring him into the picture. same g0es to u ppl..please. sigh. i was sorely depressed last night/morning. cudn't stop msg-ing ppl since[iguess] it waas the only way to take my mind of him and stuff.

woke up abit fuctup this morning. the weather was nice. my mom was bitching. haix. i hate myself. i hate myself for yelling at her. i love her but she's such a pain in the ass sometimes. i never thot my life cud be so shitty. wht about others? i wonder if they have dark secrets too? or are their lives just better .thn mine. no one understands and none will ever do.

was supposed to go shopping with den but i had not the m0od. i wanna watch fucking kung foo hustle. can someone acc me? is that like so bloody hard to waste less thn 10 bucks for a fucking m0vie??!?!!?!?!? its so irritating. so aggrevating. so infuriating. and i'm tiRed...ev.one's looking forward to 2005. paradoxically, i cant be bothered. i dont look forward to it,i dont hope it'll be better. i just take it as it goes. haix

how u spend NYE is how u'll spend the rest of the year they sae.. guess i'll be spending it alone. i l0ok at couples and i hate them, i l0ok at couples and i envy them. sighsighsighsighsigh. *slaps myself*

{ 10:40 PM }

gee..its so early..lols. i feel so coperate. like some high ranking business women. y'know..waking up early to check email and stuff hoho..its rather cold this morning..i doubt its just me..but yea. psst...still miss him.

i'm like nv going shopping at mango again. actually no la...never going shopping with so little cash again..it feels so miserable. here's the story.. ytd.. acc mel to MNG. she wanted to get stuff since its sale period and all.. haha..so i went and saw like a couple of stuff and i liked. budden, after i walked out of the first outlet, i was left with like 50 bucks. so pathetic. thn went to takA..(still in search of the skirt) cudn't find it.. so walked around..browsing at stuff we cudnt afford.. argh i was so pised. dumb stupid me had no clue it ws sale period . ev.thing was on sale man. aRgh... even GUESSS YOU KNOW?!?!?!?!?! i was so angry!! just moments ago i rmbered telling mel " if guess is on sale, i'm guna kill myself" yea. well. it was. *sulk* and wht can u fucking buy with 50 bucks huhuhuhuhuhuh. ev.thing's like so nice and so over priced..sale my ass but its so nice. haiZ..felt so miserable..

aft more scouting for that skirt..mel gave up[finally??] and settled for this umbrella skirt which had not her size. and later the dilema.. the pink mng boots. she liked it. i liked it too. she had cash. i didnt. boots had my size. didnt have hers. so whu's so get it??? aft much stalling and stuff, i decided to get it. haix. i feel so bad. i know she wants it so bad buti want it to. and now that i have it, it doesnt appeal as much anymore. =( but its a good gET..i think.. from $189 to $89.

so we went home..me, looking like a clumsy bimbo rather laden with shopping bags. and a sore feet from all that walking. hey u noe, i was so white ytd. from neck to toe. white long sleeve, white skirt, white boots. hahaks!!! and i had red nails~! woos.

hmms...msged him. sIgh. im like so confused. this has gotta st0p... he's a nice person-ish. i find myself hating his future gf already. *sniggers* hey..-shrug- love is selfish. so sue me.

{ 9:37 PM }

*Yawns* just woke up from my nap..didn't dream anything...missed him terribly.
well, went to SPD(hahhahaha..finally found out where i've been going) for CIP. it was fun. slacked alot this time... as usual, we( with very lil me) decorated the other part of the wall and it looked like um..something out of kindergarden. lol. but nicer.

my lil black cloud rained on me during lunch..my spirits were dampened. so was my mood. there were 2 ladies who were strumming their guitar and i asked if one of them cud teach me. i was taught IGNORANCE instead. fuCKing ignorace. i felt so unwanted. its a merely a small gesture but sigh. i'm rrather fragile now. i got so miserable.

he was dere fr me but its diff. i feel so funnie like i have no right to pour my heart out. i cant ask for more cuz he cud do w.o me..ahh fuck. sigh sighsigh i dunno i dunno dunnoo.. thn that song played on the radio and there was that stinging senstaion again and and and..i felt so shitty. i dont hate him. its all so weird. haha . i shud laff. hahah its so weird. haha.

i dont regret how things have taken a turn. i'm just afraid of whts to come. i want someone to help me along the way. things will be hard but i'll survive somehow. see see, i'm like contradicting myself. i wonder, why do girls have higher emotional lvl thn guys. its not FAIR. *sulks*



updated: omg!! *slaps mel with a huge smelly trout* its nt ur fault lar. dont hate urself. u've been a gd enuff FRiend. besides, its okay u cudnt' mourn with me the past few days. it just taught me how to cope by myself. SIgh..

{ 6:10 PM }

Broken
this fragile thing noW
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you,
so you know

Here I go,
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go,
there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes,
let you down
And I can't,
I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't,
I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go,
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

so dishonestly
Leave a note for you,
my only one
And I know
You can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

i'm heartbrokened yet i'm happy to be free. ironic.isnt it. worse still..all this taking place admist my period. so yea. it sucks. one moment i'm all happy and thankful the next i'm wailing and depressed. wht the fuck man. wht the fUCk.

i'm still talking to him so its gud but he talks weird now. like so serious and not funnie. why cant he be himself? hope he does. cos i feel like an a buGgEr. unwated. unwelcomed. unloved haha yups. but its all for the better. i cudnt take it anymore. i jst felt....it had to end. i dont know if i shud hate myself for bein such a loser. heck. i cant feel sorry for myself. hold my head up high. yea thats wht i did todae..at that disabled place. li yan made sporadic comments bout him which triggered the burning sensation u feel behind ur eyes just before u cry. it hurt. but oh well..mourning period. i din noe i cud cry so much. all night and a while this morning. hahaha...i drakn alot of water..

as if that wasnt bad enuff, jeremy cudn't make it. sniff.. that was the only bloody highlight of the fucking day u noe. i wonder how he' s like. whtEvEr.

i just nid someone ryTe now. like....tap tap tap..mel. wanna mourn whole night with her. did that once in the place. felt gud. cund't stop laughing afTEr thAt... *slaps myself* i think i'd be best for me to surround my self with ppl and kip myself occupied. i dont trust myself.

and to all those readin. for the moment.. like dont show up with ur boyfriend/girlfriends and act all mushy in front of me. and dont ask me wht happened. dont be an asshole to mock me about it either. unless u hate me and wanna make life a living hell. but thn again, u shud noe me la. i'm so unstable. heeeeeeeeellllllllpppp.....dont mention his name unless i do first, dont insult him unless do first. be nice. u're kindness is very much appreciated. hiaks hiaks. sob sob. sniff snifff.

u noe whts the worst thing that can happen? its when he ..sigh..girls shud noe la. i will die man i tell u .i will die.



{ 4:10 AM }

omg!!!!!!!! merry xmas ppl!!!!!!!!!!! waahaha my body clock's like all messed up now. i wonder if i'll be able to slp tmr.. can we do this again? can we can we can we can we?????? lolS. eve was a blast. so interesting. so fun..so many new things. not to mention, so painful(formyheels). hurhur..

so funni. we were on the cab to um orcahrd[again] and the cabbie stopped us off this busy road, so we hadta get out quick and as i did my heels flung out of my feet. *flush* and i had to like hop out of the cab. semi h0p la.. .

oh and viv got sprayed so badly. so funnie. u noe, i dunno which brand of spray those ppl had..i thot the coolest one was the huge sticky one. cus it sticks to u like this flully, frumpy, cloudy thing. fuck those whu sprayed in ppl's face man. anyway, the whole scene felt like a rlot. pandemonium.chaos-ish. lols. the crowd was beeg and cans were lying everywhere. the street was replete with litter, even the roads with laden with cans. so cool.. so much for clean and green huh.

siok vanted ta sing but the rooms were like sooo booked and soooo full. the ppl looked funni with those xmas hats. anywhooo.. went to hume park and lazed around. pearly had this alcohol drink. i dunno wht...whisky????? dunno la. quite strong. not bad. lol..kinda funni.... this morn, li ting wass like... " i know wht's sy's weakness lerrr" hahaha... she only had a sip and her face flushed. funnle. i wonder, do they have like 60% alcohol drinks???? DIE i tell u..DIE. its weird, i wonder why u get the warm feeling in ur throat aft ya drink it.

that aside, I VOW never to over dress on an ocasion like tat ever again. actually, nt my fault waT.. i tot it'd be a mellow night. initially, it was rather miserable but yea..changed aft tat. =)


{ 4:20 AM }

gee. i'm like so pissed with everyone right n0w. first thing's first. can those ppl whom i have sms-ed REPLY ? i only got like 20% reply. even if i am made of glass, i cant have infected my messages with my venom can i???????? reply dammit. reply. my mom's keen on spending NYE in sentosa so she asked me to invite a few friendss along. so i asked. and all i got was fucking ignorance. grrrr. just like me, my mother's a fast person so she expects promt confirmation which i failed to deliver. whteVEr..i'm nt so sure anymore. dumb fucs. How u spend new year['s eve] is how u'll spend teh rest of the year, they sae. As such, if u spend it with ya loved one, u'll prolly be together the whole year rounnd...ya? so Naturally i'd spend it wth mark... but.... aiya, so many complications. the odds are always so high. but i shant griev upon the unsurmountable.

recent events(like afew hours ago) had me questioning my faith in us again. and yes, i didn't solve tht problem, i just ran away and its here to haunt me once more. but i'll nv know will i? till it happens and am i willing to take teh riSK. <--- think think. lets digress. i went to my cuz's hse after hanging out with mel. and the lowest grade he got was a fucking C5(eng) only one, mind u. he Aced his sciences, while i missed it by a mere few points. Aced his A math, i got a fucking b4. fucking hell...i sulked subtly, swallowing bitter pride and shame all at once between praises he got from my aunt. i wasn't happy. i felt small. i felt 2ND. and i hate being below 1st. I gotta prove them wrong . i was determined. u'll see, i'll bag the As and smack em right straight in ya faces.... just one tiny problem. which brings us back to the aforesaid risk

Is it worth iT? is it? To dash a beautiful romance off my life. u cant put love on hold, cant just freeze it and melt it when i feel like it. its mutual. He's such a sweetheart, i bet he'd be snatched off the racks just about as soon as he's on it. Its like losing ur utmost prized posession(thats wht he is to me), like losing..the pencil u've been using since pri sch, the pair of flip flops whom u've been thru so many rain and shine with, the anklet u've been wearing since young, ..its like losing *snears like gollum* your precious. and i cant bear to do it.

he makes me smile when i'm down, laugh harder when i'm happy, annoy me when i've just had enough. u noe, i was so down last night, and i didnt think he'd call me back and he did and that was all it took to flip my frown. i love him..with all my little black heart, with every breath smile and tears of my liFe. i love him sooooo much. my chemical romance haha.. and tho we've had our shitty fights, i love him all the same. i may curse and swear at him but at the end of the day, he's my baby. mUaks.. *blush*

with that said, i shall end my entry here. u are either shrieking in utter diguest or tearing . haha... i shall opt for the former. Ta TA... oh ya..
* yells* stupid lien and sheila. u woke me from my B-A-U-Tifooooooool sleep this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boooooooooooooo!!!!!



{ 4:28 AM }

helloooo! this is cheryl with her NEW black hair! lolS...i had it colored by my mother a few mins ag0. hehehehehe... i'm still nt used to it but dont u think i'm unusually excited??? i love BLACK it rawks. but i'll never be as kelly osbourne *sobs* she's my idol. apart frm paris. i have split personality. she's like so fair and her hair's so black. so goth. ah. . i loook funni. besides, dying d0es "improves" ur hair. mine looks thinner or sth. bah. d0ne hitting ya nerves

i was so bored jux n0w, i felt utterly restless. i tried reading(heh) obviously nt for long.. tried lazing in my room..didnt work either..so i ran down to the ominous black b0x for help . which btw, robbed me of my sanity. not long after, i was talkin to myself, with all sorts of frantic gesticulations(i bet i used the wrong word). that didnt help either.. so i called Mark and left him 3 voice mails. totally hilarious ,inane and undoubtly POINTLESS. since i was talkin to myself anyway. but boredom was insurmountable

naturally, ppl(i think) have a reason to feel vexed, like sth isnt right..like nothing is right. my mind was constantly mulling over that reason. grrr.. it was thn i told myself i got to maintain my posture, straighten up cuz i was getting distracted. over nothing so yea...



{ 1:19 AM }

bah. i feel a little pathetic..i'm all al0ne at home [again]. and its like dead quieT cuz i'm sick of muh mp3s and the only sound i hear is the one from the com, the shutting of doors and occasionally, the sound of the train as it passes by. so quiet. so depressing. i'm supposed to be out. aYe. hecK.

i'm neva having pasta with cream sauce again. its so..heaVy and thick. =x. anyway, i think marche stuff are over priced. i'll only pationize for disserts and a lil raw salmon. *chuckles* i miZz Mer-lee-SaH. u noe, my mom dint cook or n e thing and my dinner plans were jeapordized and all. i felt so lost thn so pathetic. had to eat packet eee min my dad bot in haste. he was going out too. ev.one had plans. i inteded to eat stingray but nooooooooooo he had ta go out..*spits* i prefer tht to *puieee* somehow, it sounds more crude and mean and direct.



{ 3:22 AM }

hehehehehehehehehe..i think i owe mel one. mebbe not. lol. if not for her, i wud not have seen david's msn pic. geeez, i feeel like SCREAMING. i still do. its like sooooooo SOOOOO s0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o professional and DAO. AHHH!!! =X *ahem* okae. he looks nice in this one, all pro and all nt like the ones we took. his eyes were small and he was smiling. all pleasant and kinda DORKY but in this one he had his beany one and his eyes were all beeg and googly. hhaha..very charming. anyvay..yeah. woo hoo!!! *hops arnd* u noe how ours are so um fugly and nt pro. he took in with his pro pro cam in his uni studio. bah. w0tev

geEz, if i wanna cut my hair, i better do it soon. siigghhZz...my mom insists on bringing me back to the same old darn place owned why tat darned gay. i dont mind but its kinda far besides, i'm afraid he'd suggest summit different or new u noe? oh well! i myself dont know wht haircut i want. i like edgy with a tint of soft. not full on butchy. besides, next yer's guna be hectic. i can almost visualise myself a few months into da future. fugly hair. fugly dressing. fugly fugly fugly. wud he still be with me thn? *chuckles*

{ 10:00 PM }

I'm sorry
if I'm low and dirty
And mean and cold
It's all for you
For what it's worth
This is my bag of snow
Just let me show you

It's not brave
to be unkind
I can't speak the truth
That is lacking in this Ornate corporate christmas tree
The fire starts to seethe
I won't take the blame
For these rude desires
This lack of shame

{ 10:23 PM }

highlights of last night : clement walked around in his boxer shorts and even cycled in them. lol..i was like WTF? i was close to hystarical. lol..it was hialrious. but darn his quick reflexes. or i wud've stripped him down to his birthdae suit. didnt he feel vulnerable??? he even had the audacity to go home in them.lol.. i think jy talked some sense into him or summit. i mean..boxers darn it! so funni. i luv those guys man. male gossipers! =p

hey hey hey!! i met den and jon jux now and they're meeting up with jeremy s0on. WOOO!!!! i miss him man. i wonder how he is. still fair? still cute and chubbY? lol~!

underoath-some will seek forgiveness,others escape. this song imbeds a melacholic feeeling in me. i love these kinda songs... not too pathetic like emo. a fair concoction of loud-ness and vulnerability. just the way i like it. i like the lyrics too..rather taunting. hmmm.... i've made a point to get some new CDs soon.. BLing BLing! umm...my chem romance.. and..i dont know... lols...hey peeps, i'm off to learn some forbidden words. ciao. =)


{ 3:53 AM }

w0o, i' m so REd. disgustinly red. my face resembles tat of the bookshop aunty. aRGh... how i miss the natural blush in koREa. now all i have is a red patch. anyhooo, my back hurts like hell, nono, make it just the shoulders. why are shoulders so prone to sun burn?? suffice to sae, at least i got a better tan thn the others... NOT THE BEST but better. lmao. all of them had t-shirt tans, most obvious was Vanx's . lmao. but hey, my tan's ugly too. my back is like darker thn my front. WHY WHY WHY WHY?!?!? my chest is like a tone lighter thn my back. WHY?!?!?! and my neck's fair cos i let my hair down. *pout*

that aside, lets move on to ytd, from teh time i woke up.... : stupid me set my clock an hour fast. that got me hyper-ventilating for no reason cos i thot i was late. so i got prepared and left da hse. haha..no diff.. i was the last to reach anyway.

once there, sheila and i got into the water. kinda lamented on that decision since WE JUST GOT THERE. and there were like only three of us. so funnie. bloody clement and ESPECIALLY jing yi refused to join us. oh well, thn the guys came, and we got out cuz ilyas peed. waahaha. after which i got burried alive . stupid SOBS moulded muscular hands for me, gave me huge penis and tesicles along with huge boobies with uneven tits and had the other hand wank myself. grrrr... pity there wasnt a cam. i cund't see myself. i hindered the whole process by sporadic confusions of laughter. hahaha..some arse kept tickling my t0e!!

the others disappeared aft that. i think. sheila acc wT to D stinkyy toilet with ants and shit. vanx went biking with lien. i sat on the edge of the protruding rock. did some soul searching as well as some pathetic tan. it was so placcid, the waves crashing against the rocks. look ahead and u see water glistening under the sun.(momentarily) the only thing missing was someone beside me. =(

i was half naked most of the time. they kept going in and out of the sea. hahaah. i rmb in the late noon, when the waves wwere beeeeg, we(girls+ viv) and the guys) played with the waves .i dont know wht u call it..dont know if theres a name for iT!. i shall name is WAVE HOPPING. its like let the wave carry u backwards and somehow, there's this happy and estatic feeeling. kinda lame but yea. fun. poor khairil got his foot cut. so it wus only down to the girls. so lame.

when we returned, the guys were setting up da pit. kinda ironic isnt it? as paradoxical as it sounds, the guys both set up and cooked the food. sharul got a lil pissed with those whu didnt help out. he's hialrious when he's angry. lol. he's a nice guy. all in all, the bbq was fun..not a blast but fun. cos we are 3e6!!

before i went home, played bumber cars with um..lemme think , clement, pinghan? ilyas, fahrul,um..ilyas..um...lukeman. sheila and i forgot. =s or is that it? i almost laughed till my sides split. there was once we kept spinning round n round cus we were to disorganised to think. lalalala..fun fun....................... i want MORE.


{ 6:35 PM }

hey peeps. *slaps myself with a huge smelly trout* i guess the past few entries have beeen rather uncanny huh. i'm nt sure wht got into me, all i know was i had to get it out. seems like i'm abound with grievances ey? *winks*

0.o i felt unusually lethargic this afternooon, wonder if it was the oxygen debt i had incurred or perhaps the lactic acid build up. haha. big fat obnoxious cheryl went runnin the day before. *silly grin* i had this irresistable urge. so i ran and i ran and i felt like DYING. stupid.

ANYWAY, did chi TYS with mel at civics this aft. omg, i got bored like in less thn 1.5 hrs. i never get tired so fast EVER in a library. stupid. i got so fustrated in my futile attempt to hunt for a chi dict. my concept is this : loook for thick chi books. think chi book= chi dict . sadly. not so. i didnt noe they had science books and chi hist and all in chinese. i gave up when my head became to thump from within.

it didnt take long before we forsakened the forbidden TYS and headed for some retail therapy. bot a black eye shadow form red earth. initially, i had planned to purchase this "smoking eye " set but stook irresolute due to e price. thn mel suggested that eye shadow. so yea.. oh. and i bot this miniature spikey chain thing. u noe that dog chain? i dunno whts its name. can someone tell me. it made me feel gud. lols. anyhow. yea. i'm happyyyyyy....

Mark called whilst me shoppin, kinda hard talking to him while browsing besides kinda impolite as well..so here's me lamenting on hanging up on him. i feel bad. i bet hes bored to tears working. hun, if u're reading this i'm s0rry. :f i luv him lots.

{ 4:30 AM }

i am rudely alarmed by the stark fact tat racism thrives among us more than we know. just because no one has the audacity(yet) to promulgate doesnt mean we shud ignore it. let alone take it for granted. a fine example lies in the Sg Idol finals, majority of the ppl i spoke to wanted sly to win, even tho they adknowledge the fact tt taufik is a better singer. reason is simple, they wanted a chinese to triumph. i'm flabberghasted. this is just one of the many incidents of racism. i cant believe it man..we're supposed to be accepting and tolerant. well yea, we aRE. Govt made no laws to purge us ryte? we are racial tolerant, we do live in harmony. we're taught to do so, but we werent taught to rid these feelings in us. we're taught all races are equal. we 're taught this we're taught that. we are so narrowminded. i cant swear i've not made racist jokes but i dont hate any race. noT personally, not really.

u noe whaT.. i'm happy with my life even tho i'm missin out on the "usuals" that a 15 year old kid is supposed to do. cos i'm happy w.o n e strings attatched and FREEDOM IS POWER.

that aside, i've loaded more piX. check em out here

{ 1:19 AM }

see.. mel's incident is one fine example proving tt life is indeed full of surprisises. remember that korean guy i told ya'll bout? su hyun? yea. she mailed him like three days ago and made a bet wit herself that if he EVER replied her, she's be doinn 10 sets of CHINESE tYS. and haha. he replies. *laughs* gud for her. maybe i cud get her to do some for me. =)

wooo sleepover tmr.

{ 4:53 AM }

whats with BItches and BiTchin and BIatch and the BIg B???? its so infuriating. just about ev.blog i surf, about every girl's nick on msn. Bitch bitch bitch bitch. "imma bitch. so sue me" or " bitChes 4 life" ARgghHHHH GET A FREAKING LIFE PPL! have some creativity, some unique-ness that sets u apart from teh crowd. even the bespecticled, haunched back kids use it . gee, it gets on me nerves. i hate everything clishe, hackneyed, stereotype,typical. all the Roxys( beginning to loathe my bikini), the ripcurls, etc. sIgh. its becomin so common that it loses its valuE. like Op. hate it.

you walk down the street and see people wearing more or less the same design, the same outrit. shirts with denim skirts. rebonded haiR. i mean. dont those peeps feel insulted seeing just about ev.one having the str8 layered haircut????? whts their BeeF? have ur own style man.. oh. and that common and i really mean common cloth bag. the one EVERYONE's carrying. its like seeing default clones everywhere!! argh.

{ 1:43 AM }

hey, i cant help it. i gotta tell the whole world; for the past three days or so, i've been msg-ing a pri 4 kid . AHHH!!!! PEDOFILE!!!!!!!!! not. lol. its like so fun!! childish fun. last night, he was watching evolution and his msg read " yea! so nice to watch! so many dinosaurs!!" *falls of the chair laffing* and he calsl me "yoggy bear cheryl" lmfao. oh my freakin god. its so hilarious.

yEA. hey hey hey. where are u peeps going on NYE? parties..? anyone...? beep me aite??? i saw the ad for the sentosa countdown thingy. s0o0o attractive. ahh wth..might ust call afew frens and mah jong the night away. lolS. =)

check this out

{ 8:34 PM }

hello peeps. moi back frm KOREA! annio haseio!!! *bows* =)

it wuss fun. exciting. thrilling! hahahz..i've got so much to say, i've got no notion where to start. hmm..okay. first and foremost, we made alORT of new friends. firZ time in muh life i wuss so social. partly cuz they were strangers and i had no reason to be afriad i'll eva see them again. well. yea. thats why i let fly truck loads of cursewords most of e time. hoho.

hmm..there's.. small jeremy and his bro javia? pri 4 and pri 1 respectively. super hyper cute adorable kids.. played pepsi cola with them continuously for like a day??? they have this habit of saying hallo non-stop. its amazing how kids dont get tired or bored of lil things and they're easily satisfied by winning some stupid childish game. envy. they're nice kids. . lol kept pinching mel and i on e face, like some tribe etiquette of greeting. lols.

thn there's big jeremy. he's 20. the nosey-iest of the group. helped mel find out lots bout su hyun. ( cute gangsta like photographer). we had a fun time faking 17. ev.one thot we were! so fun! hahaha..when we told jer we were 17 and frm *jc. his tone and speech did a 180 flip. from funni singlish to pro, professional and formal language. *cringe*

ohh and lastly, su hyun. his eng name's david. HE'S SUCH A NICE GUY. tho he's a mere photographer, he realli helped the grp alot. by carrying their lagguages, serving food and all. like everything in one. mel's infatuated with him. haha. me too actually. but i stopped myself form getting too carried away with him since she saw him firZ. yea..he's so cute lohs. hahah..i lik koreans. wooo!!! he has these big round, deep eyes with a moderately sharp nose and amiable smile and a nice accent. "gangstor?" haha. kinda regret not talkng to him more..got so much to ask him. oh. he looks so cool when he smokes. eeks!

i noe i noe ya'll r disgusted. that night in seoul, he was wearing this blue neany, green cargo pants(wears it low) and a blue pull over jacket and he just stood and puffed. ahhh!!! haha so cool!!! like those muggers and thugs. woo! i dont blame them for smoking..i guess they haf to. since its cold and all. haha. he aint no chain smoker tho. lalalala...david david david. such a nice guy. lalalalala.. on the last dae, i talked with him abit and he said to give him a call the next time iw uss in korEA. that means..I GOT HIS NUMBER! :D neh neh neh poo poo. seoul rulZ man. so much so shop yhet so lil time!

i bot this pair of hardcore boots. they black with red laces. ;) and gays there are so rempant and dont give a shit bout disgretion. they jux casually put their arms round one another and hold hands and stuff. see, the thing i admire bout japan or korea or.. hmmm..jux basically anywhere is that they cudn't care less bout weird stares and typicality. be different. DARE. to be different. and for that, i've taken a liking to boosies. pity they coast so much here.

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