quote of the day: " cant i have a life outside you?"

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I want to have a life outside you too.
{ 12:22 AM }

I'm not loooking forward to it but i know that when the time comes, it'll be the right decision and that we'll make great friends.
{ 7:02 AM }

Is it so. wrong. to want to be treated like a girl. is it so goddamn wrong. i want the ballooons, the hearts the flowers the pink the lovey. i'll meet you in a frilly dress. i'll have a ribbon on my head. aye. fucked up.
{ 8:27 AM }

i feel like there's something missing. do you?

I've been having alot of disturbing dreams lately.. and i feel that they have hit a whole new level. Its not just chase dreams anymore. my dreams are gorey and.. a little haunting. i dont even noe how to put it into words.

whats amazing is i remember them. i remember the scene, i remember how afriad and helpless i feel at the point in time. i remember it all.

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The weekend has come and gone just like that. Although it had a slightly rough start it ended well. I spent 'quality' time with my boyfriend, i got to catch up and meet up with my bffs and hang out with ' the old bunch' . well sort of. Interestingly enough, to me, the best part of the weekend was the twenty odd minutes we spent outside nlb. i wish we had more of that.
{ 9:06 AM }

Smells triggers memory.
{ 8:20 AM }

The stress began on the first day of school. Determined not to have to rush essays or do lastt minute mugging, the first week saw me making a mad dash here and there to get all the stuff ready. print the readings, sell the books, read the readings, plan the essays AHERAIWEUHFKJDAFB Before i know it , its the second wk of school.. ANOTHER SET OF READINGS, another wk closer to dateline, another assignment due. D:

To make things worse i lose my fone, my body fucks up..concerts to attend, birthdays to celebrate...and then there's the boy. Sigh.

School means gg into hermit mode. which sucks because i miss my friends and i miss the boy.

We've been fighting alot lately. I like to thing that most, if not all of the problems are self-inflicted. Times like this makes me remember when i swore of relationships. Not because of the hassle, but because I cant sustain it. Srsly, its not you. its me. I abhor the lonliness and yet i cant coexist with another. ohmaigod i hate myself.
{ 6:37 AM }

i've lost you
{ 9:07 AM }

Must punish self. must punish self must punish self must punish self must punish self.
{ 8:40 AM }

There are bullet holes where compassion used to be

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