{ 3:28 AM }

†¤ Mëϧsà ¤† ~ I'm ravishing! I'm smart! I'm so cute! I'm a narcissist! ~ the world is round. we'll meet again someday... says:
stupidfaggots lah

why are you pervaricating ME?!!?!?

i hate liars

okay. i'm trying to sound very solemn but . i cant help laughing. she's so funnie.
{ 8:13 PM }

i woke up at 1030am this morning. The earliest ever since the hols started. damn. i was dead tired last night. the paradox is, after about 4 hours of slumber, i woke up and began on ludicrious woolgathering. i was cursing myself silly. ( still am now )

Den better be free tmr. or else i think mel's guna freak. i wonder if her nails are still blue-ish pink? hurhur. sae me somemore la. blea! she came over in the afternoon. and we kinda rotted. i was feeling so .. lazy. ha ha ha. started talking about korea and the silly stuff we did. tht led to a short session of self-deriding. mel insists that had i been there with her in thailand, she wud have mastered up the guts to ask for his number or something. heheh! ah. i feel so needed. -chuckles- oh if u're reading this, i saw what u wrote on that blue piece of paper. very artistic. hurhur!


i think i'll prefer to patrionize beaches at night from now on. capturing the essence whist doing away with the querulous. see, i like the beach. but i hate the sun. i dont feeel like getting dark. i shall maintain my stand until my legs turn pasty and i start hating myself more. yes .

oh cher, why do u always hurt urself.


{ 7:09 PM }

oooh. the most fun shopping experience of the..week! shopping with mel is always fun. cos one of us always does smth stupid. like todae. we were walking past ralph lauren when i thought aloud " when wud i get a boyfriend whu wears polo shirts" by that i meant u noe. the brand. not..those bengish polo shirts. Thn this guy in front of me, turned back. i think he assumed i was refering to him cos he weas wearing a polo shirt. man. hilarious.

yeah. she bot a dress. very nice. i bot sneakrs and socks. i'm crazy bout socks. i kinda gekked her bout this new pick up line the whole time. " hey yoke, can i be ur egg white?" stupid miro nv reply. hate him lah. haha. i'm sucha good friend. i willingly let mel impute all blame to me. see. where can u find a friend like that? =p
{ 11:57 PM }

i had a bad day

omigosh. wud u just leave me alone? its fucking irritating. stop msging me. stop stop stop stop . STOP. U ARE VERY IRRITATING. yes. ahem.

i'm wrecking my brain, going against all that i am to try making this entry a light hearted one. but naw. dont think its guna work.

i dont know why ( acutally i know why ) but my mood kkinda fuctup . I wanted to head home. really. bt then i thought maybe hanging out with them wud lighten my mood abit. gosh, i was so fucking wrong. stupid games. its bad enuff they didnt give specific directions pertaining to their location. when lien and i reached, we got nothing but maddening ignorance. At that point in time, i was so pissed i stormed out of the fucking place and took a cab home.

slept everything away with Bjork on the stereo.

on a lighter noTe, i in one of the shops in far east. thn this cute guy smile at me. hahahaha. the only reason i find him cute is becos he smiled at me. he's nt fugly. but he had that sheepish smile. i died laughing inside. hmmm. my cuz and her son came in the evening. he's so cute. i love him! bleargh.

i hate myself. woo
{ 11:08 PM }

-giggle- jealousy drives people crazy. i should write an essay bout that someday. i look around me only to find couples fighting. thats so funnie. reminds me of why i wanted to be single in the first place. no balls n chains. just freedom to do what i want, hang out with who i want. isnt that great? answerable to no one but myself? i need not justify my actions nor fret bout what the other party wud think.

but thats me.

there is however, the inevitable bleak sporadic lonliness that comes with the package. Ah, perspective is the key. look at it from the underside and you'll see melacholic solitude.

--

i spent 4 hours glued to the tv, watching some korean show. my head hurts. i dont htink i'll be going out later.. have no idea whatsoever on how to kill time. my eyes are too inundatedwith fatigue to conc on pigmy sized prints. i dunno what to do! stupid melissa. i think she's in thailand. i hope she brings something back for me!
{ 5:43 PM }

sigh. i feel like shit. like how i always feel? i dont even know why i'm feeling this way. To make an assumption based on conjecture is not enuff to launch a personal attack. man. i sound like some general speaking war language. i woke up feeling wistful. last night was.. magical i wud say. loved every moment of it. every single moment. well, except for the..pigmy moment of anger.

actually, the post grad event was peforated with more holes than the grad tea itself! vanx pmsed..so did sha, for a while i think. and me too. but mine lasted way shorter than theirs. -smirks- first time. =p

our initial plan was to visit the JCs to reg, but after taking into consideration of how irresolute we were (still are ), we decided..to postpone it. so accopanied sha to collect smth at the um..letter place. thn had some sweet carcenogic bubble tea and carrot cake before taking neos. it was only 4 + then. home was the last place i wanted to go. cus..the journey is sucha drag. but i did in the end. sigh.

i saw jh. his friends noticed me. he didnt. like wtf. my hair's so fucking red and u dont see me?! bitch. hurhur.

empty. desolate. dead.
{ 6:18 PM }

i have not updated since the demise of my exams as my internet connection kinda died aswell. so an update of myself will preceed grad event.

My hair's crimson red and i'm loving it. but it fades fast. but i love it. i love red. call me redhead. haha! i'm currently indignant. tired of all these thorns in my life. please, leave me alone. i've had enuff of all this crap. besides, i want nothing to do with it. really. i want nothing . absolutely, virtually, NOTHING to do with u and ur shit. so leave me out of it. i dont like u and no i dont owe u a mother fucking thing.

-rubs hands-
Teh grad thingy went great, though the events were rather.. mundane. all the teachers did was show us the klass presentations, a short while of lucky draws and games. very LITTLE game. but its amazing how time flies ya? the whole thing was over like innah jiffy.

Food was so-so. i was expecting better pastries and yummier noodles and such. credits to sandwichies. i think they taste best. If it wasnt for the sandwich and custard, i say the buffet pretty much sucked.

As for my schoolmates.. everyone looked glam. even the unglam :) i like vivi's outfit. she's hot! well, there's so many to name. but . ya la. i've uploaded the pix. click the link to see more yaA. shall upload more when..um. i've gotten the pix from everyone.

oh yah. ilyas is sucha sweetie. he's the first person/friend/guy to lend me his jacket after i told him i was cold. HAHAHAHAHA. it wasnt planned la~ he noticed my skin, replete with goosey bumps and such. awww. touched :)

anyways, the guys ( bear, banana, sui chang, clement, jy, ilyas, k(h)ai, luq) and the girls ( me, lien, vanx and sha) hung out after the thingy ended. we went to esplanade where mr. nicey treated me to sweet sweet choc coated strawberry. after it got dark , half of us took the boat/taxi thingy . we all met back at city hall. ate long johns cos some trishaw guy gave us wrong directions to lau pa sat.

eeks. freakin long entry.

ya..was like fuckin elated la. i love e6. i love the guys . cant wait for chalet. i know we'll have more fun! -chuckles- i love hanging out with htem. they're cant be bothered, and cease very much to care bout what ppl think of them. the guys like took some provocative pictures in town. i'll post em up whn i get em. -chuckles- and jing yi had this sudden urge to shit as we walked thru town. i swear he farted as i took a pic with him.
{ 1:44 PM }

WOOO!!!! ITS FINALLY OVER! *beams* over over over. but weyhey, the euphoria lasted shorter thn i had anticipated. i crushed my entry proof and screamed. crazy yea i noe. lol

Well, we ( ilyas, luq, sha and i) intented to watch movie but, the timings were all fuctup. so we settled for dinner at seoul. which so wasnt worth our money. i think i only ate $5 worth of food. But, the most important thing is.... I HAD FUN. so much fun! we were laughing our ass off. ilyas was being a bitch. Its ironic how someone with such pigmy sized bum bums turn out to be lazier than us. so funnie. we tried frying an egg w.o cracking it. haad it roll ground the circular grill thingy. was singing along to westlife songs all the while. lols. fun la.


Sha and i kinda got too high on lemonade. talk about hyperglycemia. we looked drunk. brain co-od. all fuctup. dont think we even walked straight. hahaha i tickled the belly of this model on a poster. oh yah. had some uncanny confessions too. -chuckles- cant believe she said that. cant beieve he said that! lOL!

i love u people. u fill my days with alot of " haw haw haws" hehehehehehe. muaks. :)


{ 10:36 PM }

*throws hand in the air * There. i did it again. i've just ruined whatever jovial mood i was in . what the fuck is wrong with me? Its not like a was coerced into it, i had a choice. But out of sheer ignorance, i turned away frm the exit and jumped straight into the pothole.

Go Cheryl.
*slaps myself with a huge fat scandanavian blubber fishh*

stupid. whatever. people can be so irritating. pesky lil flies. sh0o~


{ 6:41 PM }

i feel vulgar. FUCK. hahahahah hehehehe. I feel so much better. lols -slaps myself- i feel a little off. ehehehehehehe.

i LOVE franz ferdinand. they're like awesome! lmao. they make me feel like prancing around in my underwear. word ! LoL. okay. it started out like this : i switched to mtv, only to find kid rock introducing a band. talking about heavy guitar riffs or smth. and i , being impressed, anticipated some heavy metal band like..i dont know. and guess whu pops up. FRANZ FERDINAND. hahahahaha . i swear, i laughed so hard i felt my sides split. well, i turned up the volume in a semi-delirious state. and started prancing around. like like some teen bopper. i went nuts! hahahhahahahahahahahahahahhaaha

Then i went blog hopping. and burst out laughing at her entry. what i joke

shit. i forgot what i wanted to say.
oh. i know its abit too early..but..i dont know what to wear for grad... i'm torn between... pretty pretty or rooarrrr!
{ 11:45 PM }

Gossh. what's wrong with me. Why do i like to hurt myself? i still get the deep pit in my stomach. over and over again, more - The only word thn resounds in my head. i guess, adrenaline's at an all time high. i feel my logitudinal and circular muscles working in tendon. hurhur. not funnie. paristalsis me baby.

so after math2, vanx, sha and i slacked a while at the usual place, drinking the usual drink- over whelming sugar content with carcinogic pearls. whee~ . And engaging in the usual conversation. damn. we're miserable people. but hey, at least, we find..some sick pleasure at it. -wink- Dead fish grasping for air. hmpf! i'm getting bored of deriding that fugly piece of shit. please, throw me something new.

Thanks Samo.
-grin-

My nails are pretty long. meow

just 4 more papers. and i'm done. :) Party, Play, shop, sleep, . - the four main things on my To-do list after the Os. I love my life. Replete with endless shitholes and disappointments. Cuz i know, after all this, it'll be worth it. hahaha..waht am i saying!

I want green eyes
{ 2:27 PM }

WHOA! SEXPO from 18th to 20th nov???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'll be there. ....okay... sex 18 and above only.. deng.. what is this.

anyways, i'm feeling slightly more than unpreturbed by today's papers. math was okay. i dare not sae great cos i'm not realy confidant. it was do-able. as for my humans. sigh. whatever. must look on the bright side, there's still history. which i have to excel in. Its..no longer an option

As for staving off fatigue during the afternoon papers, i have resorted to the dreaded essence of chicken. i wished they air conditioned the hall ( ha ha). isnt it ironic how the afternoon heat induces an infecteous sleepy effect on people? =x

i'm supposed to be mugging

ah. i think he's cute. hurhur
{ 10:49 PM }

Dang. The school library shud be opened till like 5 or something. Nevermind , i'll just go earlier the next time. Today's 'study' session ended up in my pretty pink princess trash can. though i didn managed to complete a chapter of ss, i left the other untouched. i'm lagging by a ch. but . bah. i cant be fucking arsed to study about well, the quotidian! housing..people..statistics. - the bane of my existance. okay, that was exaggerated. and thus, cannot be reliable..but useful.. ... i am rambling ..

boy, was i glad to see sha . slipped into an overwhelming paroxysm of B.F almost immediately. like duh. greetings takes precedence. -chuckles-

we all agreed unanimously that his actions and words were to be imputed onto 'confused' thinking. and that bani--.. ehh no. cannot be so crude . sending him off for thinkin reform is crucial. but ah. whu gives a fuck. As for his companion , Jiang Qing. bah. whu gives a rats ass about that pompus pleb.

haha.
Enjoy :)
{ 12:15 AM }

There are bullet holes where compassion used to be

Hanabanana Choo Wei Chen Ben Fong Nick Gary

06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009 07/01/2009 - 08/01/2009 08/01/2009 - 09/01/2009 09/01/2009 - 10/01/2009 10/01/2009 - 11/01/2009 11/01/2009 - 12/01/2009 12/01/2009 - 01/01/2010 01/01/2010 - 02/01/2010 02/01/2010 - 03/01/2010 03/01/2010 - 04/01/2010 04/01/2010 - 05/01/2010 07/01/2010 - 08/01/2010 09/01/2010 - 10/01/2010 10/01/2010 - 11/01/2010 11/01/2010 - 12/01/2010 01/01/2011 - 02/01/2011 02/01/2011 - 03/01/2011

Designer: inksplash
Resources: 1 2 3 4