i'm so angry with everything at the moment. i dont know why i always get pms-ed by people. i mean it fucking sucks you know. and it just kills my mood. like that -snap fingers- irritatings. i wish u'd all like die or something.

yeah cher's getting cranky.

BOO
{ 8:07 AM }

" oh. you finally replied "

urhhhh. Right. I found the whole act so puerile and inane that i kinda didnt noe how to respond. Come to think of it, its kinda humourous. ah. SBI. LOL

hmm. apart from that slight bump, my day went quite smoothly! The guys played strip poker during our break. poor andrew. like what are the odds of losing consecutively?? quite high i suppose, but it got to the point that the game was so bloody predictable, that he was the sure loser. hahaha oh well. maybe its the 'feng shui' or something.

DVC was alright. not as bad as the critics made it out to be. BX has a point, if they were to incorporate ev. single detail in the book, the movie wud have been more draggy than it already is. i dont think the viewers are any more interested in the alternative theories than in tom hanks. and by joe, the actor who played silas quite aesthetically pleasing! But why in the world didnt they let him wear red contacts?? it would have been more real. albinos dont have blue pupils.

In life, people come and go. Some, u wish they'd just disintergrate into space, but by some uncanny way they keep coming back. While others u wish they'd be a part of urs, but like bees on flowers, they only stay for a while; sucking the good out of you .

ps/ just a random thought
{ 7:38 AM }

hmm. Denise got hit on by this 'pleasantly' rotund chef at TPY foodcourt this afternoon.

" pretty girl like u always get the free stuff'' and he gives her a bowl of soup, on the house.

-laughs-

ouh my gourd. The guys were hilarious. I hope i dont get labelled as the girl with the screwed up analogy of -ahem- . BUT i maintain that it is totally 100% possible. There are people born with such defects!
{ 7:46 AM }

Just a while ago, i thought to myself ' hey maybe its possible' and by that i mean getting myself back on track. just a while ago, i didnt see anything wrong with my life. i must have been blind. All it took was one bloody glimpse to send me spiralling down in a whirl of shitty emotions.

The 'class outing' was fun. we didnt talk much did we...? the class is like a bloody family. full of people u h8 and adore at the same time. i was tired, fuctup and moody. kept hoping. -slaps myself-

The ride home took forever. Was on my way to meet my parents when i bumped into clement. Its nice to see people again. we didnt talk for long ( though i wanted to) . ITs nice to see familar faces. i love surprises.


{ 7:58 AM }

There are some people on this earth, that are totally undeserving of sympathy and pity, because they brought it upon themselves. More so because they are so awash with misery that they resort to the shallowest means of thriving on other people's downfall. Not that it fills up the void in their rancid hearts any more than cursing ppl under their breathe. What different does layering a hypocritical veil over their hedonistic pleasures make? - no better than bugs so smeared and scarred.
{ 7:07 AM }

{ 8:40 AM }

Just read denise's entry. hmm i share the same vapid, vacuous feeling as her, if not..more. i'm tired of holding on. and lately the same ol qn has been resounding in my head, recocheting off this void ; what happened to me? If there's anything the past few years of my adolescence has taught me, its that i always find a way to rebound . come back stronger, fight and hang on. maybe this is just one of those shitty periods that i hafta go thru. But where's the " stay strong " and the " hold on" .

i'm losing it. i'm l o s i n ggg IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yar. kudos to mark. Hard Gay is DISGUSTING. but he sure made me laugh.
{ 7:30 AM }

i officially hate my existance on this desolate decrepit place. Ugh. i felt so fucking bad for cancelling on sheila. i dont know what teh fuck i was doing/thinking. i felt so awful i was groaning all thru training, so much so that all denise cud do wat stare at me and pout. Then there's PW to mull about.. and adfthkajdhfe to grieve about. -sulk- oh and the exams. but i'm not too worried about that. cos the whole world knows thats a sure goner. so why try?

lychee inadvertantly became my emot absorber todae ^^ so funny . i dont know why but i kept whacking him insteead of poking and i guess it kinda really hurt. =x still got thrashed anyway. but i felt better. and NK and SK were so fucking funny.


ahahaha. i was trying so hard not to hit her. remember cheryl. count to ten. count to ten. arghhuaggaghahghaag.

i thought hip hop weds sucked. okay, thats a biased statement but i think it sucked. not really. i thought it was okay up till the point they played kev little.

...and faizal says pimples around ur nose invokes mood swings. -laughs-


{ 6:09 AM }

hahahaha. 104 : age of woman married to a 33 year old man. 20 : no of previous husbands she's had. i find that hilarious. it leads me to wonder how many of the 20 actually stayed with her till death did them part.

People who should just die because they make this world such a horrible place:
a. boring people - conversations so soporific, u wish they shot u in the head instead
b. wet blankets - the epitome of anti-climax, ardent followers of altruism. all they do is bring ppl down. What sucks more is how they remain clueless to their shitfuct attitude. this goes along with egoistic people. they think that we're the shitty ones, when the whole world is laughing at them instead; throwing rotten tomatos at their ^%$!@&*%@$

i should stop. been extremely excessively vulgar lately. i know i swear but i noticed the heightened usage of crude language. TSK TSK.


{ 6:58 AM }

omgomgomgomg. what the fuck is wrong with me?? nononono. like seriously, what the phark is wrong with meeeeee. -screams- i am so frustrated, angry, hurt, irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ME. WHY ME. WHY DOES ALL THE WRONG THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. ah. wrong is like a fucking understatement. hilarious. unbelievable. i'm so sad i'm actually laughing at myself. i wish i could post a face of me laughing and crying at the same time cos thats exactly wht i'm doing. figuratively of course

he's a scumbag dont you know. COS HE'S A SCUMBAG DONT YOU KNOW. -jumps around- ok. that has totally no relation to whtsoever. catchy song. =p

i loove the brownie interact ppl! its so sweet and chewy and chocolatey. to me, nothing can ever be too sweet. i think i'll die of diebetes someday. someday. yeah. one day.
{ 7:09 AM }

2 good days in a row. man. Its my best record yet. Considering that my 'good day' onli begun around midnight, i think its onli fair to make it one good day. BUT a thing to be noted nonetheless. i've been having shitty days since god noes when. actually I KNOW. just pretending not to know, hoping that maybe i'll trick myself into believing i dont know. yes. such innocent gullible hope. i think thats all i can hang on to for the moment. IF i want to remain sane and run as far away as possible from my alter ego. hmm. hurhur funnie. NOT funny.

whatever.
{ 8:03 AM }

my mood plunged when jay pmsed. i hate it when ppl vent their frustrations on me, like i'm some kind of emotion absorber. i'm refering to people in general. i know its not their fault.For them to do so makes me wanna scream and hit their face cos i dont deserve it. But i usually shut my trap cos i know how it feels to get mad and stuff. whatever.

dammit. should have gone to the bloody gig since i was out anyway. Go home do hw my ass. besides, it'd be a nice place to release all the couped up emotions.
{ 8:30 AM }

jason's an ass. he's a non-entertaining ass. LOL. for someone like him, i never thought he'd have such a funnie bed! with nice baby blue blankie and small cute lil bolster. whats with guys( currently directing this to him) and games? He They can play for like a whole freaking day and not get tired. bleah. i shall blog more when i get home. currently feeling very shag, and disoriented. and i am prohibited to touch his bed cos he doesnt want us smelly ppl to smelly up his bed. who's the one whu hasnt bathed huh. bleargh,
{ 5:30 AM }

you make up for all the bad days . But its not so much of a fralallalala thn a forlorn sigh. Sigh.
{ 7:28 AM }

Back in swiss, i inadvertantly made myself out to look like a bimbo; almost all my stationary was pink. including my bag. Gee. yeah and at present, i have inadvertantly made myself out to be some emo sod. possessing virtually all things black. from ipods, to my mobile, to my glasses to my clothes. ALAMAK -slaps forehead-
{ 7:04 AM }

i realise that when it comes to dislike of one because he exists, the hater has no choice but to laugh his verbal abuses based on superficials. The most common, being one's standard of English. i so fucking dont get it. what has someone's std of english got to do with him being him??? It just means that, that person is just bad at language.

I was reading C and K's blog. and most of the hate comments went smth like : you guys suck because your english sucks. or stop being gays because ur english sucks. helloooo. no link !!
-slaps forhead-
{ 8:45 AM }

Mmm.. i finally returned dear1's call, abeit 2 days later. I was too sheepish to add " sorry for the late reply " but yea :D she called me she called me she called me. nyeahaha. i miss her like shit yo.

i was on my way home when i saw this girl who wore the exact same top and skirt she did ytd. - and it was in the evening mind you. She's like the epitome of chinky. fair, honey brown hair, weird poofy skirt ( i think it makes ppl look retarded ) . She looked glam, sophisticated.. BUT SHE DOESNT CHANGE HER CLOTHES.
{ 7:34 AM }

shit happens. shit never ends. it just wont stop raining on me. Each week, new obstacles arise and i grit my teeth and try to get pass it. and i do. While the sense of accomplishment sure is rewarding, it fades away even before i get to relish the moment. Its like i'm in a never ending chase for peace and just when i stumble and trip just in time to grasp on to it. it slips out of my fingers like fucking butter. Even so, i try my best to remian sanguine. Even if i'm not, i can always rely on obstinence to get me thru. But the effect of the latter is wanning.

Been feeling shitty, vacuous, vapid, empty for the past 2 weeks? Getting crankier by the moment. sigh .

I should be working on my Pi, doing other shitty stuff but there's just know drive. no drive no drive none, null, nill!
{ 6:54 AM }

Which fucker did not pay for the tickets? what i find most repulsive is the fact that you didnt own up. idiot. made me waste 20 fucking dollars for some childish movie . 20 mind you! i could have bought like the new placebo album with that. Fuck you. i hope you break ur leg! ( haha how random) sIGh. now i'm broke. I cant get over how i wasted 20 bucks for nothing. i mean. why should i be the one to buy the extra ticket? and not the others. so fucking unfair la. Should have gone home- like i wanted to. idiot .

I felt so bored and vapid. . and shitty.

i kinda miss my red hair.

I remember forgot the last time when i was truly happy, as a whole. Not just evanescent and hollow euphoria. -yawn-
{ 6:52 AM }

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