Sunday, November 01, 2009
He looked me in the eye and told me that i was his precious. unbelievable. I was speechless. I looked away. i couldnt handle him lying straight in my face.well . he's back. Back to the same ol cycle..? sigh.
I think i've changed..or not.
I dont know if i can handle..this. the insecurity that eats me inside out.
And its not that i dont wanna write to him. Its just tt everytime i think of writing something, the words string out a completely ominous letter. which isnt exactly what he's gg for anyway. so i refrain. sigh
sigh. why am i doing this.