Thursday, May 28, 2009
I cannot wait for my aircon to be fixed so i can stop sleeping with the fan on so i can stop waking up at 11am irregardless of what time i sleep so i can stop waking up with an oily face .
Went prawning ytd. SO FUN. Caught like 36++ prawnies and ate em all. yumm. I did not really enjoy anal probing them with the skewers, nor was i very enthusiastic in pulling their pincers off. ouch. Aye, but still. I love my food and will not become a vegan cos of such.
After waiting forever for camie to come, we went to jamie's place for a while ( raided in fridge, wowed at his kitchen, bummed for a while) b4 gg to adam's for dinner ( prawn not enuff).
bee teee double euu, camie is crazy. she eats alot.
Finally got a chance to watch the godfather. v nice lei!i loike.
{ 8:26 PM }
Dont they know i'm insane?
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead and so much regretlistening to old songs remind me of what i was. different songs. different phases in life. flexible, fake and numb. A fucking plastic barbie doing whatever you like, waiting on you, like a lovesick anorexic. I amaze myself sometimes. I amaze how easy i can lie and fake a smile, fake that its okay. who cares what i really think. it doesnt matter anyway. doesnt change how things are.
{ 11:05 AM }
Monday, May 25, 2009
How noble. how fucking noble. What a pity. Total bullshite.
won't let you hold me down.
{ 9:13 AM }
Sunday, May 24, 2009
It seems that i will forever be stuck in this rut. soon i will be hearing the things i've heard one too many times before.Then again, you are not my everything. i can live without you.
{ 1:22 PM }
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Butterflies. Uncertainty. Stay ?
Night at the musuem is surprisingly quite funny and enjoyable.
Missing roy. stupid boy out at sea. faster come back. pfftt. Darius another one. sulk.
{ 2:25 PM }
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Stripper poles.
{ 1:56 PM }
Sunday, May 17, 2009
hello i want to lie naked on a meadow under the morning sun and with a flower in my hair with you.
{ 11:18 AM }
Vulnerability
Smokes, milk and a chocolate bar.
<3
{ 3:21 AM }
Wonder why i'm so caught off guard
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I ..dont like this feeling of uncertainty.. I dont like it at all.
let me dream tonight.
oh. and when i called you, i only told you one of my problems. truth is, i'm frustrated at how everything leads back to you. Its fucked up because whatever i have been doing is to try to get away from you. as far as possible . because thats what you want and thats whats best for you and me. but at the end of the day, i end up at square one. you . on the other side of the fone. listening to shite.
{ 1:31 PM }
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Bitterly disappointed
{ 5:35 PM }
Monday, May 11, 2009

I hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate her. i hate the her before her i hate the maybe her i hate the probable her i hate the other her i hate me myself i i hate me myself i. should not have fucked the system. you NEVER fuck up the system. now its fucked up. FUCKED UP.
{ 2:00 PM }
Friday, May 08, 2009
Horsemen is such a sad movie. I hated how the lights came on immediately after the movie ended because i was crying and i didnt have enuff time to wipe them off.
there's this particular scene when the boy was hanging from the hooks and he was bleeding like fuck from a punctured wound. But the way his black hair fell on his face and his pale lips, and the way he dangled from the hooks was so goddman appealing i found it such a turn on. Quite a weird moment. I felt so heartbroken and turned on at the same time! he was so god damn seksi lah. fuck.
I made two people happy today. ^^
Met arthur at the void deck to pass him the smokes and almost died laughing. hahahahahaahaha he looked like ju on. SEERIOUSLLYY
Went to alex for a haircut with tali. our new hairdo caused us to swtich roles. I look so proper i shudnt even be smoking or cussing while she looks so badass. jelez. to ameliorate the situation we swtiched tops. And as Tali walked in my top she sed : shit i dont even feel like smiling. while I , on the other hand, cudnt help smiling ev.time i looked at the multi colored tee. laughs
{ 2:18 PM }
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
okay. 2 more hrs till my paper. My life is alr starting. ehehehe. I'm doing everything i can to stay awake. smoking like shite, coffee and yes ESSENCE OF CHICKEN. power.
{ 11:59 PM }
DULAN
Sunday, May 03, 2009
i hate my mother because she wakes up at erratic hours. such as now. such as 4 AM IN THE FREAKEN MORNING AND COMES INTO MY ROOM FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT. CHAO CHEE BYE. I JUST LIT MY CIG AND ONLY HAD A DRAG WHEN SHE CAME IN AND I HAD TO THROW IT AWAY. FUCKING DULAN OKAY. KNN.
{ 1:08 PM }
Saturday, May 02, 2009
{ 12:22 PM }
Friday, May 01, 2009
Could have loved you all my life if you hadn't left me in the cold
{ 2:45 PM }
Songs on the radio are irritating the shite out of me. Built to last by mele. fucking cb irritating.
oh and fuck off la cb i OWE you acknowledge your presence izzit?
{ 11:21 AM }