Friday, February 25, 2011
We're all here because we lost control
{ 10:53 PM }
Chasing fireworks
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
whats love? we all talk about it, feel it, hate it, crave for it and miss it but no one knows what it actually is. When people talk to me about love, i feel my self enter a trance where the person's voice fades into the background and my eyes goes blank. my mind begins to wonder - whats love?
Ended 2010 feeling all miserable. 2011 is not a year to look forward to. Resigned myself to yet another boring new years until the most uncanny thing happened, we spent it chasing fireworks. To the outsider it sounds horrible lame and stupid but i never felt so alive in a long time. it was like i caught fire again.
And probably the most incredible part was that i was watching it with you. Cant believe we were watching it together, again.
{ 2:38 AM }
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I hate light, you know i hate light. Dont make it look so pretty burning.
{ 8:24 AM }
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Should i have held on? Feel like i should have but i know its wrong. Its so different. And the fact tt you chose to let me go defeats the purpose of staying anyhow. Go on and tell all your friends i'm a fucking whore. whatever. i cant be bothered. nothing new there. yes its my fault and i suck.
{ 3:13 AM }
Saturday, September 11, 2010
I was never special. I was never good enough for you. I am such a fool. I can just imagine the amount of people celebrating right now. I am the stupidest piece of shit.
{ 12:06 PM }
Its been a while
Thursday, July 08, 2010
Ever since i stopped being unemployed, i have been v busy with work. Since i can use the internet at work and after i finally got a bb, i cant rmb the last time i used my laptop. I think it was 2 weeks ago, just to install MS OFFICE. Anyways, in case anyone is wondering, i'm fine. Not fine fine but same old fine. Blogging more often in my lj cos its more private.
{ 8:12 AM }